October 30, 2009

Surprises are . . . .

Surprising.

October 27, 2009

~Currently Listening To: I'd Rather Be With You - Joshua Radin~

"Don't Beg For Things, Do It Yourself, Or You Won't Get Anything"

One of my more favorite quotes . . . it reminds me that I shouldn't just sit there and wish for something to happen . . . I gotta get up, take action, and get it done myself. That's Life right there. Take Action.

January came pretty early in Anatomy today . . . January is when we're suppose to be learning about the reproductive system . . . well, of course one of my table mates was going through the pages in the anatomy book and comes across some comic strip summarizing all the chapters. And She Reads out: "Cathy's fragrance, and the feel of her body against his as the nuzzle and kiss, arouse John sexually. Parasympathetic fibers cause vasodilation of the penile blood vessels. As the corpora cavernosa begins to fill with blood, erection begins to occur."

of course . . . being who i am . . . I bust out laughing, I can't help it? Whatever, I may be immature but i least I'll stay a kid for a loooong time. I mean truthfully, once we all get older we're gonna wish we were kids again, so heck, if i'm acting like a kid, big whoop, i'm sucking in the moment while it lasts for so long.

Sometimes, the littlest things can make you ecstatic . . . whether it be a smile from someone or just an acknowledgement of your existent, stuff like that gets people through the day . . . .

Eh?

Why Did Today Suck So Much?

DAAAANG.

October 24, 2009

O hey look, it's Annalisa. This is the reason why i can't concentrate in US history. It's ALL YOUR FAULT.

hahaha (told you i would. :] )

. . . . . i really don't have much to blog about today, it's been a really lazy saturday. I went rock climbing today and was able to climb decently so that's good. Got home and sat there for like 4 hours. And now im here. Still sitting here . . . doing nothing. Great. I wish raleigh had more stuff to do . . .

October 22, 2009

well well . . . i haven't had a REAL blog in a while . . . some stuff has happened so i guess i'll just bring it all out.

First up, took me long enough . . . but i finally made a move. Congratulations me, hahahaha. And i'm feeling pretty . . . good right now O.o besides midterms . . .

Meh High school got a freakin virus on the whole system so we couldn't use computers for like a week. And what happens? the 1st and 2nd period midterms were pushed back, and i studied for them a night before, and now here i am again trying to study for them ONCE MORE since they're tomorrow. And I forgot EVERYTHING. I am so freakin screwed. My US History and Anatomy midterms were both 100 questions and i swear i guessed on over 20 . . . I just hope i get mad lucky and get good grades on them, i really need it -_-

I'm still feeling a little bit uneasy right now though . . . i'm not sure why, i probably shouldn't be worried though O.o

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wow, my mom just came in to yell at me for studying . . .

ok mom . . . OK . . . -_-

October 20, 2009

Music controls my life.

Literally.

Like, I actually HAD Music decide something for me. lol

October 18, 2009

I'm Bounded To Hell.

Woo . . . hoo? lol

October 16, 2009

What's going on in your head? What's wrong? Crap, sometimes i wish i could just know. I just want to help you out, don't mean to harm you or anything . . .

So much has been on my mind lately, in the past 3 days . . . I've been meaning to blog about it, but i never really had the time . . . and when i did i usually forget about what i was thinking about that day. Life is just so ridiculous sometimes, but hey, that's what's so fun about it right? It's just a roller-coaster, strap on and enjoy the ride. Hopefully you won't die and you'll make it to the end . . . hahaha.

Love is Redundant.

went to the fair today, had fun . . . but was pretty confused the whole time . . . and i still am. I'm not even sure why i'm like this right now . . . i'm in such a weird mood. Maybe i'm on my man-period? Boy, i'd make a lot of cash have people research me . . . "First man-period ever!". Whatever, maybe life will look up later.

I can't wait for the next downhill on the roller-coaster. Those are fun. I've been going uphill for a loooong time.

October 15, 2009

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What's this I'm feeling . . .

October 13, 2009

FINAAAALLLLY . . . powderpuff shirts came:
I had a hard time choosing something to put on the back so i decided to pick the first thing someone said to me that wasn't "The Asian".

mmmm, ever have those times when you wait for a really long time to either do or get something, then finally when that time comes SOMETHING happens and you can't anymore? Yeah well, it sucks. it's like almost winning a hotdog contest . . . ur on the last one . . . then you freaking HURL ALL OVER YOUR LAST HOT DOG. What now?

I'm starting to slooooowly lose motivation to get through junior year . . . this isn't even my hard semester and i'm already bombing pre-calc. the one class that i actually PAY ATTENTION in, i'm bombing. that's just great. Psychology i sleep, i have an A. US History I Space out, i have an A. Anatomy I play Tic-Tac-Toe the whole time, i have an A. Pre-calc I Pay attention in, I have a C . . .? D . . .? maybe an F?! CRAP.

October 12, 2009

I really need to start having some more interesting stuff happen in my life. Psychology I slept all period again . . . whooptie doo. Pre-calc though . . . i dunno why but i sat there and just thought about the most randomest probably most pondered question in the world . . .

WHAT THE CRAP AM I DOING HERE? AND WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I DIE?! Yeah, that lasted ALL period. sure, my teacher gave me weird looks at times because i was spacing out (staring at the floor . . .) but whatever . . . i got an answer.

I have no idea.

So i finally realized . . . no homo, but, i think i'm actually AFRAID of liking another person for some reason . . .

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shit, there goes what im going to ponder about all day tomorrow . . .

no homo.

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no homo.

NO HOMO.

Late Night Blogging 3

Just came back from a formal party today . . . So much for a party, it was spent mainly about thinking about some things. THe typical things like "Am i doing the right thing?" , "Should I really be doing this?" . . . . . . Nights like these are pretty . . . troubling.

October 8th, 2009

Wow . . . So, i guess i should probably blog about this . . . for the past few weeks i've been in the middle of a trifecta full of dumb. 3 guys. 1 girl. 3 guys dukeing it out for 1 girl. 1 girl confused. Me in the middle of everything giving them "advice".

Here's some advice for everyone else. Don't get involved. not worth it.

now i feel like . . . something bad is going to happen and i'll be the cause of it. Uncool . . . .

October 7, 2009

Soooo, it has been established today that even though girls have to go through pregnancy . . . and yes, that SUCKS . . . Us guys, make it up whenever we get kicked in the balls. You don't understand. It hurts so much. Like . . . it has to be equivalent to you girls giving birth . . . it just . . . hurts so much. I mean we usually always fall down holding our junk whenever we take a hit so you girls must understand that even though you have to go through more crap . . . we totally have something to make up for it. I kick in our balls.

I Hate People Who Go Overboard Just To Get Attention.

Also, i got a new kitten. Awesome.

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October 5, 2009

You know, we all get those "What is a Good Friend" thing once in a while and it always lists us things that describe what a good friend is. Everyone has their standards though, what's a good friend to you? Someone who'll compliment you even if you're mad ugly? Or Someone who'll tell you the truth? Things like that will catch us off guard and sometimes has us asking ourselves, "What really IS a good friend anyway?"

October 4, 2009

whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa . . . I just spent like hours doing a group project. By myself. Isn't that just great? ugh . . .

So I thought you guys would like to maybe laugh a bit . . . so here. I was struggling and i wanted help from my friend. this is what a got . . . a video. -__-"

o right, it's underarmour btw. a size SMALL that i got when i was in 8th grade. I thought i would still fit it . . .

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I Love You.

Late Night Blogging 2

Today was pretty interesting . . . spent the whole day with my friend, kenneth. We saw Toy story 1 and 2 in 3D together. yeah. together. in FRIGGIN 3D. HOW AWESOME IS THAT JUNK?!

Stuck in some crazy situation today and I told myself that i needed a sign and that i wanted one to guide me to my "answer". I Got A Sign. Then I decided. "F**K SIGNS." I'MA DO WHAT I WANT.

-_-

there goes my tidbit of the day.

Late Night Blogging 1

Don't stay up too late huh? ha . . . yeah right, that's pretty hard for me to do nowadays . . . I mean, i'm not the only one that stays up late thinking about stuff right? You can't help but wonder about a lot of things right when you lay down on your bed. Once you lay down, it's like your mind just opens up even more and you start wondering and questioning so many things. Either that or just plain crazy for staying up, hahaha.

Since This Is A Blog:

Things I Think About at Night:

You (most likely)

What's going to happen when i die

The Future

Tomorrow

What if Underwear wasn't invented?

What if Clothes wasn't invented?

What if Inventing things wasn't invented?

Yup. Im pretty much stupid.

October 2, 2009

Hmmm, Mr. Lawless was playing with this balloon during the whole entire lecture in US History Class . . . Courtney and Cody drew a "scary" face on it and i stuck it up on the vent. Talk about awesome.

ooo, apparently i have a To Do List?

To Do:

- Get A Girlfriend

- Pass Pre-Calc

- Stop Cheating In US History

- Cut Mr. Lawless's Hair

. . . . haha . . . RIIIIGHT . . . Like i'm going to get any of those done.

hmmmm, i have absolutely not inspiration to blog about today . . . maybe that'll change later.

October 1, 2009

security check is getting harder and harder . . . i wasn't sure if i was suppose to put a space or not, etc. etc. So i just went with 5.5 . . . . . it didn't work -_-

Well, First things first, I am really proud of my row in my psychology class. It is actually a row of 7 people not caring and sleeping and still getting higher grades then everyone else in the class. Kudos.

I'm actually quite surprised, a good amount of people have been reading my blog. I really thought none of you would care at all, read the first few sentences then just hit the "x" on the top right of your internet, or the red circle (if u have a mac). Well, probably a lot of you DO do that actually . . . but whatever.

I've been having a lot of people tell me I should do the Powderpuff thing . . . I have absolutely NO idea what i would be doing and all that stuff . . . . . . should I join it?

Soooo Derek wanted me to blog about ultimate today . . . even though nothing much happened . . . i mean, if you're looking for a place to come hang out after school and just mess around then Ultimate frisbee is the junk. Usual today, playing . . . . everyone screaming out nonsense like "testicular cancer" or "vaginal bleeding" . . . ( or group needs help ) , and Kyle Ribiero and I had an MMA fight . . . no one won because i had to go . . . yeah whatever. fun day. or something.

Im wondering, what do YOU do to give someone a hint that you like them?